Slight Update

For some reason---I feel weird. I just feel like somethings wrong. It was way bad on Tuesday and I couldn't shake it. I still haven't been able to shake it or figure out what is causing said feeling. It's like I feel like something is wrong with someone I know...or something is going to happen. Weird.
Yesterday- my dear Tim came to visit me on his journey back up to Logan. It was so good to see him and I was way surprised when he called to see if he could stop by. He stayed for a couple hours and we completely lost track of time. We had a loverly chat. I'm thinking I may go up to Logan on Sunday and see him and Jacki, and some other friends up there.
School is going good. I did two massages on people not in my class-and I got great feedbacks from both, so that's awesome. I'm still loving it-and still feel great about it.
Well----that's about it...

ABC's of Me

A = ADVOCATE FOR: Honesty. I hate lies.

B = BEST FEATURE: Why, my personal charm and magnetism!! Haha. Mmmm....either my eyes-they're really pretty blue. Or my hair-it's way long now, down to the small of my back, and it's blond now!

C= COULDN'T DO WITHOUT: My camera, My computer, My phone, My religion, My Friends! My dance!!...all make life wonderful and beautiful.

D = DREAMS AND DESIRES: Finish Massage Therapy school, Step Dance in a pub, Get married...

E = ESSENTIAL ITEM: Oh man...um...probly my phone?

F= FAVORITE PAST TIME: Camping

G= GOOD AT: Being me! haha!

H = HAVE NEVER TRIED: drugs, alcohol, cheating in a relationship...skydiving, bungee jumping, sushi...

I= IF I HAD A MILLION DOLLARS: I'd buy you a house, I'd buy you furniture for your house (Maybe a nice chesterfield or an ottoman), I'd buy you a K-Car (a nice Reliant automobile), If I Had $1000000 I'd buy your love. I'd build a tree fort in our yard. You could help, it wouldn't be that hard. Maybe we could put put a little tiny fridge in there somewhere, We could just go up there and hang out. Like open the fridge and stuff, and there'd be foods laid out for us, With little pre-wrapped sausages and things. Mmmmm. If I Had $1000000, I'd buy you a fur coat (but not a real fur coat that's cruel), I'd buy you an exotic pet (Like a llama or an emu), I'd buy you John Merrick's remains (All them crazy elephant bones). We wouldn't have to walk to the store. We'd take a limousine 'cause it costs more, We wouldn't have to eat Kraft Dinner. (but we would eat Kraft Dinner. Of course we would, we'd just eat more. And buy really expensive ketchup with it. that's right, all the fanciest Dijon Ketchup. Mmmmmm.) I'd buy you a green dress (but not a real green dress, that's cruel). I'd buy you some art (a Picasso or a Garfunkel),i 'd buy you a monkey (haven't you always wanted a monkey?) I'd be rich.
Okay- so I like that song and I wrote down all the things they said...really though...I'd go travel Europe, and save some of it.

J = JUNKIE FOR: Pictures!! Salt water taffy, fruit, Sharpies/writing tools...

K = KINDRED SPIRIT: My sister. My really close friends.

L = LITTLE KNOWN FACT: Um...I dunno...

M = MEMORABLE MOMENT: Oh my gosh, I can't even pin one! Try...my whole senior year of High School, and my freshman year of college! SO many experiences and memories I will never forget!

N = NEVER AGAIN WILL I: Do the gallon challenge....

O = OCCASIONAL INDULGENCE: Um...buying a DVD or something like that. All my money is going to school---so there's not much indulging going on.

P= PERSON I MOST ADMIRE: Oh good grief...I admire...my sister, she's got a lot of bravery and courage and integrity-and she probably doesn't even know it. I admire my boys! They are so incredible-they treat me like a princess and take care of me and protect me, I love ALL of them.

Q = QUOTE: "Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can come together." "All you really need is that one person to trust, that one person you know will always tell you 'everything will be alright...' and somehow, for some reason, you always believe them."

R = REASON TO SMILE: How blessed I am in my life, I can dance, I can laugh, I have amazing friends and family.

S = SORRY ABOUT: Um...I don't really live with regrets.

T = TAG SOME FRIENDS: Nicole, Aly, Emma, Lindsay.

U = UNINTERESTED IN: Fake people.

V = VERY SCARED OF: Getting hurt, Not being good enough (in any way), Not being able to breathe/choking/being strangled.

W = WORST HABIT: Popping my knuckles...

X = X MARKS MY IDEAL VACATION SPOT: IRELAND!!! Duh.

Y = YESTERYEAR DECADE OF CHOICE: Um...the 40's.

Z = ZODIAC SIGN: Aries.

5 things I love

Aly tagged me, so I shall happily do this. haha. I tag Nicole and Lindsay.
Five things I love (in no particular order):
Dancing.
I have been Irish Step Dancing for about two and a half years, I love it. It's a great form of exercise, and it is a wonderful escape from reality. Being able to travel across the floor in soft shoe, or stomp it all out in hard shoe. The people in my dance class are also a wonderful part of dance too. I have made some great friends through dance. We all come from different backgrounds, ages, places and phases of life. But we all share a common bond with our love of dance. This picture was taken while I was on my toes in my hardshoes. Pretty huh?

Pictures.
I am pretty much attached to my camera. I have it with me almost everywhere I go. I've got a million pictures of friends, family, scenery. I love it. People who know me know that where I go-my camera is coming with me.
Laughing.
Laughing, Smiling, Being happy...there's nothing better. Especially after going through a lot of really hard, life altering-faith shaking events...being happy is something I think a ton of people take for granted...I adore laughing, there is nothing that feels so good as a hard, gut busting laughing session. I have laughed so hard that I couldn't breathe, cried, collapsed on the floor/couch/chair, got the hiccups, almost got physically sick and threw up. I have laughed through an entire movie. I have laughed for 4 hours straight. Some of my friends from junior high said that they wouldn't be surprised if I died laughing. Laughing always makes you feel better too. Here is a picture of me and my friend Lindsay laughing (which really isn't rare at all...)
Music.
Playing it, listening to it, analyzing it...music is a huge part of my life. As you should know by now. I can relate to music and tie it with situations, events, people, feelings, times of my life... music seems to put into words what nothing else can. When I can't put what I'm feeling down in writing a narrative, I can usually find a song that will fit almost perfectly. It's so versatile. There are some simply beautiful, amazingly inspiring, beautifully depressing songs and lyrics out there.
Massage Therapy.
Even though I haven't been going to massage therapy school that long, I already love it. I can't even really explain it, but I just simply love it. I have been so happy with the choice to go where I'm going. It's not only massage, but natural, holistic healing as well. Cranio-sacral, Meridians, Energy work stuff. It's great!